The towers have all fallen
The walls are tumbling down
Yet still I stay to defend this place
Though no one is around
The noble knights are all dead
Their ladies now are dust
My trusty steed is now lame
My armor covered in rust
My mighty sword is dull and bent
Yet defend this place I must
What once was bright and glittering
Now is dank and dark
Where once the famous table sat
Now nests the meadow lark
Merlin is trapped in slumber
Lancelot long since gone
Arthur is entombed in Avalon
Alone I struggle on
The noble code of chivalry
Once lauded far and wide
Now is just a memory
Within its’ lines I hide
TEARS


Tears fall from bloodshot eyes
Deep inside again I die
Even thou I try and try
Once more I must say good-by
Tears of joy, Tears of sorrow
Have I the courage to face tomorrow
Somewhere some strength I must borrow
To help me with these tears of sorrow
Damn these tears that fog my eyes
Tears that befuddle my mind
Tears that kill me inside
Damn these million tears I've cried
Tears of joy I seek to gain
They cleanse my soul
They drown my pain
Tears of joy can make me whole
Those are the tears that can be my goal

Why Love?

Why does someone fall in love?
Is it just the feeling or the idea?
That makes us do the things we do?
Why would anyone torment themselves this way?
To put themselves in the way of such pain?
Why such torture for so little gain?
Perhaps alone it would be better to stay,
and keep my heart from out of harm's way.
Why do I keep doing this to my self,
by taking my heart off its' dusty shelf?
God help this fool find someone to love,
someone to whom my love is enough.
I did not plan to feel this way,
to open myself to all this pain.
Is it better to feel this, than nothing inside?
For so long now I've felt like I died.
Perhaps it was to myself I lied
For saying "No worse off for having tried."

(Unfinished)


HEART AND SOUL

In My Heart And Soul
There Now Is Light
Where For So Long Now
It's Been Dark As Night
This Light Is My Hope
That Some Day You'll Find
Some Place For Me
In Your Heart And Mind
The Weight Of The Years
Is Lifted At Last
It Is Time To Look Forward
Not To The Past
For Now In Their Mind
No One Can Say
It's Wrong For Him
To Want Her This Way
These Things I Feel
They Can't Be Wrong
They Need Expression
In Poem And Song
No Price To Pay
Would Be Too High
If I Could Have
You In My Life
For A Small Bit Of Hope
I Would Gladly Wait
For The Rest Of My Life
If That Is My Fate
Attack From the Inside

Who would have thought that in a few hours
That the armor that I had worked for years to build
Could so quickly be stripped away
Long had I labored to make this armor perfect
To protect the soft and vulnerable heart beneath
From the damage it was prone to take
How could I have known that a mere chance encounter
With a lovely lady in distress would penetrate
The defenses that I thought protected me
I think that my shield was knocked from my arm
From the moment she entered the room
So perhaps I am to blame for what followed
For letting her get so close
Maybe it was arrogant of me to think
That I was truly invulnerable in the armor I made
That she used no weapons other than her beauty
The words she spoke and eyes that reached into my
soul
Maybe it was a mistake to not cover my eyes and ears
So perhaps truly the fault is mine
For leaving my defenses vulnerable to
Attack from the inside
Poems